DesperateHell: marraskuuta 2012

torstai 29. marraskuuta 2012

Your tears can't win the rain

Day's outfit

Shirt: Restyle - Corset: Diy - Skirt: Diy

It was such a freezing weather today which forced me to dig out of the darkest corner of my wardrobe the long self made skirt. I love the long skirts but somehow I have only a few of them and I dress them up too rarely. Usually I like to wear them only in winters because the autumns are too watery and the summers are watery too or the otherwise hot. The aim of this winter is that I try to wear them more often.

Maybe some of you already noted that I have the small side bald on my head here and now. I cut it last week but it doesn't show up if the dreads aren't up. I have dreamed to get it for years so I snapped the scissors and bang! Another reason was that I had a huge knot in my hair that I lost my nerves to solve it. Anyway I like that new version of my hair and it will be seen do I cut the other side as welll. I have got a really positive feedback. Most my friend said it's cool but of course there's always someone who watches two seconds longer 'what have you done? Are you like a crazy person?' It would be nice to hear your opinions about the women who have the bald? I'm sure it shares thoughts.

sunnuntai 25. marraskuuta 2012

Spiritual wandering between you and me is something like absurd


Day's outfit

A quickly post. Yesterday spent just drinking cheap red wine at my friend's place. I also visited shopping again in the daytime. I will introduce the things I bought later. I hope getting my laptop back soon; this mini is just running too slowly. For example it takes an eternity to download pictures here. Hopefully it comes during the next week so that I'll get to go Tampere.

I got some new pins and bought a new bracelet too.

keskiviikko 21. marraskuuta 2012

and I walk a line of the day and night


Vest: Seppälä - Dress: Kate's clothing - Shoes: Humppila These days are so misty of grey that it feels the day doesn't grow old at all. Just like we are wandering in the evenings all along. Today's outfit consisted of around the fluffy bodice which I bought on Friday. The hairy things please me a lot of currently. Today we visited a flea market and I found a belt and a poster of Jim Morrison. Jim is already hanging on the wall. There was also some nice garments but I decided that I have too much of them right now. It would be a time to clean up my wardrobe to check out the goods which would give away.

perjantai 16. marraskuuta 2012

Wandering in the sleep

Friday's outfit

I have been nearly a sleep walker during the day. We were watching the last part of Breaking dawn the last night and I slept only a few hours thanks for the noisy caretaker who woke me up too early. I was near to step out of the door and going to whine; this just happen too often that they are making a noise early in the morning. I don't spekulate the film more. People just like it or no but I had been waiting for seeing the last part even I knew it won't be the masterpiece. Should read the books again when just have extra time.

Happy weekend for all! I try to wake up going to my friend's party.

tiistai 13. marraskuuta 2012

Sometimes we must die to born again

Just a small diy project; the spiky hairband which I made today. I had the heap of old spiked wristlets which I don't wear anymore so I decided to demolish them and create something new and usable. It amuses me a bit that spikes are so mainstream currently when before they were more punk's stuff. Now you can see them everywhere. Maybe even more amuses those who before said "oh awful" are now wearing them. The same fashion phenomenon happened with the skulls some years ago. Well at least for us who loves the spiky things it's even too easy to find them. I'm dreaming to have Jeffrey Campbells spiked heels but somehow my mind is repeating the same dialogue "it's a winter... it's still winter" I try to curb my mind and to be without buying them now.

Today I got to know what is wrong with my laptop and it was a hard disk which decayed. They managed to save all of my files, mercifully. I had done backups only some of them... maybe after this case I remember to do them regularly.

maanantai 12. marraskuuta 2012

Darkness; my hiding place

Shirt: Diy

Corset: Diy

Skirt: Morticia

Shoes:Pennangalan

I'm glad the snow melt today so I can travel with my bike around the city and continue wearing heels!

Everything didn't go like I planned during the weekend. On Saturday night my dearest computer decided to stop running. I was installing Sims 3 but the software whined something that I should repair my operaiting system so I decided to clean up the windows and turn off the machine after that. Well that was a mistake; the machine didn't spring to life anymore. This is the third broken laptop during the two year! So it really makes me to rip dreads out of my head. Today I bought an adapter so I can use a mini laptop which I bought being in England when the first machine decided to say goodbye. Yesterday my flat was so quiet that I almost heard my neigbour's thoughts when I wasn't able to listen to the music. (But somehow it felt a freedom to live without computer, should try it more often but I'm just too addicted unfortunately.)

Now I start to plan how to dress on wednesday's Christmas party.

lauantai 10. marraskuuta 2012

Let me see the black tears on your skin

Shirt: Restyle / Skirt: H&M / Shoes: Humppila / Jewelry: Seppälä

I'm spending a weekend just at home with myself. There is coming so many events in the future that it's good to be quietly now when it's possible. Next week is filled with celebrations that need to pass some of them. Annoying I would have liked to go to the gigs but there is just so much going on.

perjantai 9. marraskuuta 2012

It was time to put my past where it belongs in the past

Shirt: Monki / Corset: Diy / Skirt: Morticia / Earrings: Seppälä / Necklace: Seppälä

A short glance to yesterday's look. An inspiration caught me last evening so I didn't have time for updaiting. I haven't drawn for a long time thus it was time to make a change for the case. Which would be better than the inspiration for drawing, hot coffee, candles around you and the dark night?

keskiviikko 7. marraskuuta 2012

Welcome to my breakdown welcome to my nightmare


Shirt:Cybershop / Skirt: H&M / Earrings: Ebay / Ring: GT / Tights:Cybershop

Sometimes is nice to introduce the simple outfits in the hope you would like to see them aswell. Day's outfit is just a home costume when don't need to cross the doorstep. The bat shirt is a new one which I found in Cybershop. I like that kind of shirts a lot.

My birthday succeeded in a great way. First we went to play bingo into a bar and I managed to get even two bingos! I haven't got them before. After that we headed for afterparty and it was almost a morning when I returned back to home. Last week spent mostly in Tampere where I was celebrating my birthday ( and spending a vampire's life; we never sleep before morning) just a bit beforehand with the sweetheart.