The Conjuring

On Thursday morning the winter arrived but unfortunately it also disappeared by the next morning. Scenery was really beautiful from my windows. It's difficult to believe that I'm living near to the city center because here is such many trees around the house. 

I ordered a few new necklace recently and here is the first one which arrived a few days ago. Lovely Ouija necklace which I found in Etsy. 

During the week I've watched eight films at least and one which was positive surprise is The Conjuring. Nowadays I relate to the horror movies with the huge suspicion. Sometimes it feels the new films repeat always the old plot and they don't offer anything new. Surely this film included also the pieces which brought to my mind The Exorcist and Amityville Horror  but as a whole the plot was able to keep my eyes open. I need to admit that I'm pretty picky with the movies. 

November through the lens

A few pictures I took some time ago

For the last few days I have dreamed of the new camera (once again). My existing system camera starts being ready for the grave. I have taken thousands shots with it and carried it around Europe. It works still pretty well but the capacity is not enough to me thus I'd like to photograph more in the dark circumstances without tripod or flash. I have tried to save money for the new but there is still some coins to save. The next camera will be some of these: Canon 7d, 70d, or 60d. I have visited testing these many times in the stores but it's such difficult to decide. Let's see! If some of you have any experience of these and you want to share them with me go ahead! (Of course 5d mark would be awesome but it's too expensive so far)

Just one Fix?

Hello again. Dark clouds conquered my life for a bit but I try to return back to the normal life rhythm again. Obviously sometimes death visits knocking on the door but I don't want to open it for him. I've always understood that life is just a short experience and it won't last forever and this was a reminder of it. If someone didn't understand from the previous post I got an embolus which can be pretty dangerous without the fast treatment. 

 Leg feels already better and blood runs again which means that I can walk normally even with the heels! Blood counts are still upside down but maybe they will be okay some day. I'm like a voodoo doll nowadays when a whole body is filled with the needle marks. Veins disappear from the arms because they want to take the blood test twice per week but it doesn't bother me a lot, I'm just happy that I can walk again and maybe I can do some pole dancing again soon! (even if I get bruises easier now and they don't seem to heal fast....)

 Meds! You should have seen my face having heard that I need to give the injections myself every fucking day. I've always hated the needles except for the tattoo or piercing things and now I had to do it every day (not anymore during the weekend). Fortunately my other half was so kind that he agreed to do it each time so I didn't have to. I concentrated on screaming and murmuring when my love put the injection on me =D Definitely an alternative way to spend the nights. 

Day's outfit was today black and simple once again. I try to enjoy the heels as long as it's possible. At least so far the ground is ice-free.

Shirt: Second hand / Shorts: Second hand / Belt: Second hand / Shoes: Pennangalan

Break

Kuten mainitsin jalkani on temppuillut koko viikon, tänään selvisi että tilanne on pahempi kuin arvelinkaan ja todennäköisesti tulen käymään tähän astisen elämäni pahimman taistelun tulevien kuukausien aikana. Toivottavasti kaikki menee kuitenkin hyvin ja vältän kutsun 27 klubiin (aina pitää olla vähän mustaa huumoria oli tilanne mikä oli),  mutta blogi saattanee hiljentyä kunnes vointi paranee. En sikäli ole kovin heikossa kunnossa omasta mielestäni, mutta vaarallisilla vesillä seilataan. Ylimääräinen rehkintä saa nyt jäädä kunnes veri virtaa  suonissa.


Hello! Like I mentioned there has been something wrong with my leg. Today I got to know the situation is worse as I thought. Now I just fight and I hope that they don't send me an invitation to the club of 27 (black humour is always needed in all situations) I will try to come back as soon as possible, when blood runs again in veins.

27

A dangerous age achieved if you know what I mean ;)  It's my 27th birthday today and physically it  feels like my body is getting a mummy. Morning didn't start the way I exactly wished. I woke up when I had a terrible muscle cramp on a leg and so the rest of the day has passed pretty much by swallowing the painkillers instead of the birthday cake. Maybe it's a time to go and buy a walker ;)

Day's outfit is pretty simple. A belt is new, I bought it last week while visiting flea market, a shirt is second hand aswell and a skirt self made. Shoes are Pennangalan and I definitely should wear them more often because they are gorgeous!  Pvc combined with matte black works always. 

Everyday is Halloween

Happy Halloween for you all who are celebrating it! My Halloween has been spent quietly at least so far. I spent all hallows eve with my beloved and on Friday I watched Corpse Bride and Sweeney Todd while drinking delicious red wine. I think Sweeney is still one of the best films by Burton along with Sleepy Hollow. So no carving of the pumpkins ( even if it would have been nice on the balcony) or ugly kitsch products. Genuine candles and haunting spider webs at the corner of my roof are enough to make horror mood to me.

"  Well I live with snakes and lizards
and other things that go bump in the night
'Cuz to me everyday is Halloween
I have given up hiding and started to fight
I have started to fight
Well any time, any place, anywhere that I go
all the people seem to stop and stare
they say 'Why are you dressed like it's Halloween?   "