Just one Fix?

Hello again. Dark clouds conquered my life for a bit but I try to return back to the normal life rhythm again. Obviously sometimes death visits knocking on the door but I don't want to open it for him. I've always understood that life is just a short experience and it won't last forever and this was a reminder of it. If someone didn't understand from the previous post I got an embolus which can be pretty dangerous without the fast treatment. 

 Leg feels already better and blood runs again which means that I can walk normally even with the heels! Blood counts are still upside down but maybe they will be okay some day. I'm like a voodoo doll nowadays when a whole body is filled with the needle marks. Veins disappear from the arms because they want to take the blood test twice per week but it doesn't bother me a lot, I'm just happy that I can walk again and maybe I can do some pole dancing again soon! (even if I get bruises easier now and they don't seem to heal fast....)

 Meds! You should have seen my face having heard that I need to give the injections myself every fucking day. I've always hated the needles except for the tattoo or piercing things and now I had to do it every day (not anymore during the weekend). Fortunately my other half was so kind that he agreed to do it each time so I didn't have to. I concentrated on screaming and murmuring when my love put the injection on me =D Definitely an alternative way to spend the nights. 

Day's outfit was today black and simple once again. I try to enjoy the heels as long as it's possible. At least so far the ground is ice-free.

Shirt: Second hand / Shorts: Second hand / Belt: Second hand / Shoes: Pennangalan